The thing issss

Salam,

Dah lama tak menulis dalam blog ni since im too bz with class n what so ever.. i just come back from malaysia bukan la just ada la dalam 2 3 minggu mcm tu n guess what egypt was so hot! N now i just recover from demam suhu yg tinggi sgt with vomiting n diarrhoea oh em gee pity me ;(

I know i really know yg LDR ni susah sgt tp nk kata susah tak susah tu kita tak boleh nak manja sgt kalau manja even duduk luar negara pun tak kan survive especially duduk kt egip ni ha. For those yg nak kan cabaran sila lah dtg egip ye. Try to deal with arab try to kau ckp dgn dia baik2 tiba2 dia tengking nya kau, kau bayar byk dia tak pulang baki pastu diam, kau kua duit kt atm kua duit koyak lepastu kau nak guna kat kedai dia tak terima, kau kene raba, kau kene pegang2 dgn sengaja, kau nampak punai laki tak semena n kau trauma balik nangis call mak kau. Mcm2 dah aku lalui 6 tahun kat sini dah nak masuk tahun yg ke 7 dah pun haaa.. but guess what im survive!!

The things is i got a lot of wonderful people and vibe all around me. I got my very best buddy with i can share everything tak kira la masuk akal ataupun tak dekat dia. He is adib akmal la of course. I got my parents my sibling which i can call by kakao talk everyday tp ada la kadang2 dorg mls bak angkat sabar jelaaa siap cakap qila kalau kau dh abes belajar nnt aku nak delete apps kakao hahahh biadapa punya adik!

Abah n ibu tak pernah putus doakan n bagi semangat apa lagi bagi duit mmg poket n perut tak pernah la kosong itupun kalau sakit jela kosong sbb tak lalu nak makan. Alhamdulillah allah kasi a lot of things that i need to be gratefull alhamdulillah.

Lepas tu, betul lah bila kita dah kenal org tu lama kita akan kenal sekali sikap dia. Bila kita dah duduk sekali dengan dia kita akan kenal sekali perangai dia apa sume. I try to adapt with this things tp ya allah i try okay try to understand you. Kenapa lah cakap mcm tu. i know sometimes aku aku lembab tahap gaban punya pikap dia. Entah la kadang2 doctor ajar pun aku tak leh nak catch up apatah lagi org yg bermadah helah mcm ni. Awk okay tak pernah marah pun i agree with that. It just why dont we get better like our past day? The day that when everybody knows that i like you but you the one yg tak tahu sy suka. I try to convinced but im too shy to do that. Till that time im only wrote bout you in the net n u found it, n try to convince me back later on.

I truly understand it really hard working tambah pulak dgn msalah family friends apa sume kan saya paham je benda tu. n i even become tak tau nak tolong mcm mana nak bagi duit saya pun takda duit inipun mengemis dgn duit kerajaan yg akan kene bayar balik. Yee when saya dh habis belajar we will try seriously bincang pasal benda ni elok2. It just i try ok bukan tak try. Just dont push it too harder beyond your limit. All i do is just the best for you. The things yg cakap dalam telefon org lain boleh face to face to express their feeling n heart. How bout we? No right. We need to wait til the line was okay n then kalau ada putus call balik letak n then call n then off on balik phone baru boleh cakap. Benda tu sume dah meshi dah lalu dh dgn kita.

I just wanna train you how to deal with me. Tak nafi awk mmg baik tak penah lupa tanya psal my day my health n my study. Nnt sy dh keje sy akan super bz yg tak mampu pun sy nak tulis blog tulis panjang2 dalam wasapp mcm sy buat sekarang. Hidup kita ni tak panjang bila2 masa je allah akan tarik nyawa kita. Why dont ae waste it? Lets just have fun n chill.

Saya tak harap pun lah awk reply msg panjang saya tu, just awk baca okay lah really make me proud of that. Sy pun tak nak jadi org lain sbb nak jadi diri sendiri pun susah inikan jadi org lain. Huhu

About duit apa semua, after keje we try to manage it properly orite dont worry bout money sbb duit tak boleh bwk kemana pun selain dunia ni saja.

Sometimes sy ni tak perlu nak cerita semua benda kan sbb kita tak tahu benda apa akan jadi lepas ni. Org boleh create cerita lain belakang kita org boleh buat apa saja belakang kita. Tp takpelah itu org tu kan kita jgn lah buat mcm tu. Since kita ada sahabat kesayangan itu dh kita ya allah syukur sgt dh!

Okay now nak bersiap pergi sekolah. What goes around comes around. This is balasan for me. The day has come.

Please forgive me n accept me for who i am.