jerawat bertingkek tingkek

assalamualaikum

its so hot day today. the sun shine so bright. huu

n my headache x baik2 since kene fikir2 perkara yg so besar ya allah.

i know dat sume kwn aku tgh mengalami benda yg sama skg ni. nak x nak kene fikir sndiri jugak.

things get worse now. if yesterday i can calmly thinks any prob that i face. nowdays its become really hard. i dunno why. mayb the condition is different. i knew it.

its time for me to think by myself without taking others opinion. dulu i used to be like dat. whenever i got any prob i wil try to ask people opinion. haiya to become a doctor, i must think by myself. make my own decision. its hard. really hard. maybe i need to learn it by now.

sometimes two is better than one. sobs

tadi baru perasan yg taklimat jpa tu hari jumaat ni which is lusa! oh my allah. mati2 aku ingat hari sabtu!
dah rancang baik punya ibu abah bole ikut. tp dia buat hari jumaat. dah la org solat jumaat hari tu. aduh what a good planner!

i need a friend which i can talk to her everything i want. i need a shoulder which i can landing on her anytime i want. i need a person which i can luah segala benda i want. but they all got their own work. study.

maybe i take a long rest. as a medic student, dah biasa jadi bz kat sana. so bila ada masa luang yg terlampau mcm ni, mcm x tahu nak buat apa. sume dah buat.

respect with housewife which work all the day at home. tak bosan ke? haha
housewife ada baby bole la main ngn baby kan. wewee