1 year 4 month

okeh tanggal 28.11.2011 well anniersary kami ke setahun dan 4 bulan.. act aku tunggu tarikh ni sbb nak wish dulu sebelum dia wish kat aku, punye la excited sampai tunggu masa 26 haribulan! haha

last2 dia yg wish dulu, okay takpe fine..amek la amek laa sy x kesah sy ngalah laahh.. hehe ada ubi ada batas, ada hari buleh balas.. hehe *ops gurau yee di sini.

ookay truely im so happy.. tepat2 jam 12 di malaysia he wished me wah x kan nak tulis kat sini kan, rosak la privacy i.. >_< huhu

thanks syg, thx coz always be with me ups n down no matter how far we are, but dun forget theres ALLAH who connected us together.. insyallah, okay keep on prayingg.. n thanks sebab always support me whenever my condition is.. i know its hard for you to be in malaysia without me, and yes my side also the same.. i also feel so lonely without my family, you n fren.. :) but i try to keep smiling lepas bangun dari tido.. sebab setiap dugaan yg ALLAH bagi kat kita, pasti ada ganjaran dia kan.. tu je yg saya fikir.. :)

awak, terima kasih byk2.. n the most important is thx sbb selalu bagi semangat yg teramat tinggi ye, huhu kalau sy xde semangat dah lama saya nyorok dalam roda kapal terbang semata2 nak balek malaysia huhu

okay *my love to you never fade

adibakmal

La Tahzan.

plis, don be sad.. oh yeah camon la qila.. jgn la sedih lagi.. keep on fokus on wat u wanna get ok?

huhu,truely i cant! i keep thinking bout dis, bout dat.. arrggh oh my ALLAH tolong la saya.. kenapa ALLAH kasi atiqah ujian mcm tu? hhm kesian nyee. aku ni dah la jaoh, abah mesti kua duit byk untuk aku lagi, untuk support tika lagi.. hhmm ya allah bantulah keluarga ku ya allah..

sesungguhnya, aku ada di bumi para anbia ni ya allah, maka kaw permudahkanlah segala urusan ku di sini.. janganlah kaw menambah lagi kesukaran dalam hidup keluarga kami.. sejahterakanlah hidup kami dunia akhirat.. :) aminn

sekarang tgh kene jimat duit, hhm kene ikat perut.. oh yeah makan kene ikat jugak.. qila plis jgn ikot perut je nak makan apa, igt siket awk tu duduk jaoh, nak datang sini bukan senang, bukan pakai duit daun.. qila pakai duit banyak.. kene blaja cara nak jimat duit.. okay kadang2 jeles tgok kawan2 dapat makan best2.. oh man, coklat again, dapat pakai baju winter cantik2.. okay dats enought! its not for you.. its not for you.. n again its not for you! plis keep fokus!! hhmmm

Sesungguhnya seorang mukmin itu tidak sepatutnya bersedih terlalu lama.

Kerana dia ada Allah di sisinya.

Dan kesedihan bukanlah cara seorang hamba Allah mengabdikan diri kepadaNya

akhirnya dapat pon post, internet sopan nye alahai.

hehe salam satu mesir, salam hari rabu..eh silap da hari khamis.. oh yer, act nak cerita pasal doktorah (lecturer) aku yg sgt2 cantik! mcm bidadari >_< huhu cntik,muda, best student graduate uni al azhar.. wah mmg terbaek.. beliau mengajar ku subject phisiology.. eeii mmg best n comel sgt dia, kadang2 mmg x bleh fokus sbb dia cantik sgt! haha pelik kan?? yela hari2 kitorang dok usha baju dia, jam dia, cincin dia.. walawehh.. cantik2..

tu diaa, datang ke klimakss diaa.. ahaks! aku kene piat telinga wey!! wehh x pena2 weh aq kene piat telinga!! last pon masa sekolah rendah! HAHA mmg jadi lawak bile kene piat telinga masa universiti!! hahaha

alaa, salah siket jee bukan byk sgt pon.. depan sume org, mmg tak la kan.. saket wey saket!! telinga i dah la fragile you.. hehe tp takpe, naseb baek awk cantik.. kalau tak i piat telinga you balek! :p hehehe

*pengalaman terbaek >_<

rindu

rindu malaysia.. rindu kawan2.. rindu sume orang.. rindu nak makan ikan keli, rindu nak jalan alamanda.. rindu nak makan lua sama2 ngn family.. rindu nak gosip2 ngn tika sebelum tido..rindu nak makan sama2.. rindu nak masak sama2.. rindu nk peluk TEDDY !! <3

rindu nak jmpe nenek..rindu nak naik kete..rindu nk gomol ibu..gomol nak buli nawal..rindu nak makan ibu masak.. rindu nak mesage byk2.. rindu nak call byk2.. rindu sume tu..

this career had took all my happyness in malaysia.. astaghfirullah, kalau nak capai ape yg kite nak.. sumtime kite kene berkorban, n lepaskan ape yg kite nak.. we cannot take both at the same time :) camon la qila be positive laa..

“Janganlah kamu bersedih, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita.”(At-Taubah:40)

“Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingat Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram.” (QS Ar Ra’d:28)

cold.

ya allah ya tuhanku.. sjuk nye cuaca kat sini. wahh x tahu nak describe cane.. akak senior cakap.. ni x sejuk ag nih, aq da rasa sejuk mcm duduk dlam peti ais! entah bile sejuk betul2 nnt camne kan.. ya allah mmg tak dan laa nak mandi kan, lagi saket nnt.. nak amek wuduk pon ya allah sejuk menggigil sampai ke tulang.. huhu i need malaysiaaaa......

..maalish..

im sorry i didnt mean to said dat..sory banyak2. i didnt mean it to you. saya seorang perempuan. sorry. sorry n sorry. a little bit stress here. x tahu mcm mana. ggr ya allah, bantu lah hambamu ini, bantulah hambamu menuntut ilmu dengan tenang di bumi para anbia ini ya allah..

saya da lama x skype dengan family saya, one of the reason. hhmm. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. OKAY?

ps: and my love to u never fade, adib.

best nye!

teringin nak makan kinder bueno kat sini.. tapi mahal, waa masa kat london seronok gile shopping kinder bueno! kat sini nak beli pon mcm teragak2.. kesian tak? harga dia 4.95 LE bersamaan 2 riinggit lebih.. sedapp nyee.. :( tgok jee mende tu kat kedai tanpa beli.. kat sini kene jimat x bleh beli suka hati.. waa sedap nyee.. tgok la aq akan beli jugak satu hari nnt.. hehehe

peneman di kala sunyi.

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time�s gonna fly
And I�m never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I�ve got to give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break�em
And then I always know the name of the game
But I don�t know how to leave you
And I�ll never let you fall
And I don�t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it�s lost
And it�s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it �cause everything I know
Well, it�s nothing �till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that�s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone
But I�m never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl ?
And I�m never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all...

tolong.

tolongggg la faham aku.. kenapa susah sgt nak faham aku?? kenapa susahh sgt? susah sgt ke aq ni.. kenapa!! kenapa!! kenapa!! taw tak aq duduk jaoh? kaw tahu kan aq tak duduk kat malaysia.. habes tu kenapa x faham2 lagi?
perlu ker aq jelaskan sume nyer dekat kaw?? kenapa.. susah sgt.. ker aq ni.. aku pon ada perasaan.. aku pon ada hati.. aku pon ada feeling jugak.. kenapa susahh sgt??

faham la aku plis.. bukan nak mintak ape pon.. suruh faham jee, jadi lah.. nak duduk sini pon da takde semangat.. kenapa ya allah.. kuatkan lah  hambamu ini ya allah.. susah sgt laa.. faham la tolong la faham!

bosan la kalau mcm ni duduk sini.. bukan nak merungut, tapi entah la kenapaa hari ni kenapaa.. x tenteramm.. kenapa skg x mcm dulu.. kenapa kat sini x mcm dulu.. kenapa suasana sini x mcm dulu.. kenapa hati aq x mcm dulu.. kenapa skg ni x happy mcm dulu.. kenapa skg ni x gembira sgt mcm dulu.. kenapa! kenapa! kenapa!

kaw tahu tak aq perlu kaw? kaw tahu kan.. tapi kenapa mcm x tahu.. kenapa kenapa kenapa! kaw tahu kan.. ya allah!! kenapa ngn aku nih.. ya allah kenapa nihh ya allah.. ker aq da tersalah langkah? ishh.. nak menangis sambil jerit2 buleh tak?? skg ni kat rumah sewa, kalau aq buat gerenti sume housemate risau mcm apee.. kat rumah buleh la buat.. ya allah.. kenapa nih.. buleh tak kalau nak balik  malaysia? kenapa nih.. ya allah kenapa nih..

ibu abah tolong qilaa.. i need yours.. i need your shoulder.. ibu, qilaa nak ibu.. :'(

plis faham aku. terima kasih.

R.I.N.D.U

saya rindu awk. saya rindu awak? awk tahu x saya rindu awk ?? :'( kalau tahu kenapa mcm x tahu.. sy rindu awk.. sy rindu malaysia.. sy nak balik.. sy rindu sume org.. sy rindu suasana malaysia.. sy rindu nak makan masakan ibu, masakan nenek.. sy rindu nak bawak kete.. rindu nak pegi alamanda.. rindu nak msg2 mcm kat malaysia.. sy rindu sume tu!! awak tahu tak.. sy rinduuu awk faham ke tak?? empphh..

when white coat in action.

ehem ehem, masa dalam bilik disection tunggu nak tgok cadaver.. hehe

sempat kaw jah!! hehe

omg comel gile!

hehe ni budak ni jumpe time open house rumah akak senior.. ya allah tembam n gomok sgt!! nama dia sayyid.. dia anak salah seorang senior kat sini, akak tu amek dirasat.. oh yer ramai jugak pasangan yg da kawen kat mesir nih, wah comel gile kot! ade yg kawen masa tahun pertama.. n then dapat bby.. mmg giler laa tabik springg!! mcm mana dia bahagi masa nak jaga anak nak study bagai.. huhu

ehem ehem, *paham2 laa kan, hehehe

guess.

wah seem like mcm mcm mcm ape yee?? haha entah la x taw nak cakap mcm mana.. acik search jee dalam tnet ni haa.. adehh, mayb yes?

ke sebab tgok orang arab kat sini sume cantik2 bile pakai purdah.. wahh teringin gile serius x tipu.. :p

plis la qila be sincere to god n to urself :0 when the times come.. it will flow by itself.. huhu

kenapa ni!

salam ahad, wah harini da stat kelas wahwah mmg terbaek laa mana cukop cuti seminggu!! kalau buleh mmg la nak cuti lama2 kan.. huhu

uumm, entah la tetibe sume roomate aq cam nak pindah rumah.. cam nak cari rumah sewa lain.. ya allah.. kenapa la ni.. aq pon cam x faham.. *yela aq lampi kan,  but then kenapa mcm gile tergopoh kot! aq x faham betul..

yela aq faham sewa skg ni 1800 n duit rumah pon 150 sorg.. tapi aq rasa setakat ni bule la adapt lagi.. abah pon cakap x payah pindah.. tapi kan, hhm

tadi dorg pegi tgok rumah sewa yg dicarikan oleh agent bersama ngn abg fauzan.. mmg la rumah tu dekat ngn kuliah, tapi cam x berbaloi jee sbb tuan rumah tu nak jawapan besok gak.. gile ke ape? plis la faham.. *gileduitbetul. HAHA

pastu da kn nak tgok2 je rumah tu? habes tu kalau nak cancel kene bayar lagi 100? *WAT THE FISH LA! takpe2.. sabar2..

sekarang ni da x payah nak fikir2 dah.. apa yg penting kalau ada, ada lah.. kalau takde, nak buat mcm mana.. da xde jodoh kat rumah tu.. :)

“Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingat Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram.” (QS Ar Ra’d:28)

ya allah.

ya allah ya tuhanku.. tolong la jgn demam.. nak exam ni.. tolong la ya allah.. time2 nak exam demam pulak.. x nak x nak.. pliss.. huhu

hingus x berhenti, demam, x selesa badan.. nak baca buku pon x bleh.. ya allah ampunilah hambamu ni ya allah.. aminn

huhu :'(

*ineedyou

purdah hehe

one day? is it posible?? haha i dunno lah.. maybe yes n also maybe not.. heheh
but its all posibble kan.. insyallah huhuh
adib adib adib, kite pakai ni buleh tak?? >_< hehehehe

hamek! act ni gambr baru balek dari open house rumah akak senior.. sedapp makan nasi ngn tom yam sedapp giler!! hehehe

aidil adha

selamat hari raya aidil adha guys! hehe from here mesir my love :) huhu

rindu giler malaysia!!