stop or teruskan?

yep now i currently working as a clinic assistant kat 1 klinik swasta kat bangi.. no need to mention  lah nama nya kan for the sake of confidential thing haha

i do thing rasa mcm nak quit pun ada.. yelah gaji sikit gila kot.. lepas tu kalau public holiday mana dapat cuti.. dia mmg kasi ot tp ot dia ya allah sikit gila lah makan mcd sekali dah habis.. huhu

but i do thing benda ni dalam2.. rasa syg pulak nak stop kerja.. yelah bukan nya tak leh cuti langsung kan.. just kene tukar2 jelah shift mcm tu.. so cuti tu akan valid lah jugak antara staff la tapi huhu

i do learn a lot from this klinik.. even simple maneuver dah pernah tengok doc buat.. amik darah mmg dah cecak 50 rasanya huhu so pro la jugak ecehhh utk jadi nyamuk kan.. tp darah lelaki la kalau perempuan tu cam susah sikit jee heheh

thanks to my lovely doc julia cause always teach me dari tak pandai apa2 terus jadi pandai.. very sempoi soft spoken doc i ever meet.. hope to be like her soon insya allah.. heeee

pentingnya tiang agama dalam family

assalamualaikum

malam ni mood islamic la sikit kan.. just nak cerita betapa runtuhnya institusi kekeluargaan sekarang ni.. punya banyak kes2 anak luar nikah.. mencuri, merompak, banyak lagi lah kalau nak list kan tak cukup nnt.. tu tak termasuk kes lgbt lagi..

disebabkan banyak masa sekarang ni, why not i just nak share apa yg berlaku even kat klinik sendiri pun.. dah ada 2 org la perempuan yg mengandung with single mother.. whats that mean.. tu maksud nya mak nya ngandung tanpa ikatan yg sah la..

yes i know.. betapa budak sekarang sgt liar, tak terurus, parents pulak terlampau bagi kebebasan kat anak2 utk buat apa pun.. tak pantau ke mana dia pergi, dgn sapa dia berkawan.. end up dah mengandung sapa nak jawab kan. ada sampai tanya doc kt klnik swasta ni akan call bagitau parents dia tak pasal benda ni? hey common la dorg tu parents kau dorg patut tahu apa yg jadi kt anak dorg.. tu yg jadi kes buang je anak tu..

i do bersyukur sgt2 sbb ada parents yg sgt caring.. dulu2 rasa cam terkongkong jugak sbb nk pegi sana tak boleh nk pegi sini tak boleh.. sbenarnya dorg nak elak kan benda2 mcm ni berlaku la.. bukan la dari segi zina sahaja.. culik, rompak pun sama je.. kalau dah kita kawan dgn org yg tak sepatut nya tak ke kita pun kene drag sekali dgn benda ni?

nauzubillah min zalik.. nasi dah menjadi bubur.. nak patah balik mcm mana?

just a random thought

assalamualaikum,

boleh dikatakan setiap hari jugak la aku bukak email tunggu panggilan dari kkm utk panggilan ho ni.. wahh mmg lama pun tunggu n kebanyakan senior ho semua cakap kene manfaat kan cuti yg ada. nnt dah ho nak cuti pun payah. hehe well mmg pun la mcm tu.. nak cuti tu pun kene la ada duit tak kan nak pakai air liur pulak haha

ohh yee, i've already got engaged. alhamdulillah everything went well as we plan. so next step is solemnization la kan? aku ni jenis tak suka la nak demand lebih2. my prinsip iss... make it simple asal kan menjadi n tak pening kepala. susah jugak kalau nak itu nak ini n end up pening kepala jee lebih lepastu hasil dia biasa2 jee.. aa ikut jela sesapa pun malas nak amik port sangat hehe

insyallah tahun depan dah berdua la ni, tp akhir tahun la ek bukan awal tahun. kita kasi kawan2 gerak dulu la. yang dah lama bercinta kawen lambat yg baru kenal terus kawen.pokok nya perancangan allah tu la yg terbaik, kau tak kan tahu apa yg terbaik utk kau.so just follow the flow hehe

so now kerja jelah dgn klinik ni kan. dia dari segi flexible hour kerja tu mmg best, kau cam kerja shift balik kul 3.30 petang je pun malam kau boleh rehat lama. to tulah yg tak best nya gaji nya ciput. ahahah bagi aku la tak cukup sbb aku spend mcm apa tak reti jimat beli itu beli ini, last2 habis hahaha

okay lah mls la nak taip panjang. chowww

5 month of waiting already

assalamualaikum,

its been a while since my last day of convocation at egypt and back for good for the sake of berkhidmat utk negara as a doctor cewahhh.

ok bukan tu yg nak cite, actually i've been working as a clinic assistant at klinik dr najwa bangi. yeahh best tu mmg best. aku dapat exposure with blood withdrawing, putting on implanon and remove it, tarik iucd, buat simple maneuver as ecg, fbc and so on. making with new friends lagi and expose to common disease among malaysian. yelah sebelum ni asyik tengok sakit org egypt je kan. mana la nak sama dengan sakit yg ada dekat malaysia ni. haha

honestly there was a doctor permenant name Dr. Julia. she was very nice humble and of course pretty. humble dia sampai kau boleh buat eyelash lifting yg kau beli kt shopee and kau buat dengan dia. kau rasa? habis semua staff klinik bulu mata semua lentik gara2 aku buat dulu tak jadi n then aku fix kan dia dalam rm140 mahal gila namatey padahal kos dia tak sampai rm50. haha

she ask me a lot with good question, kadang2 buat acah2 tanya soalan mcm time oral exm haha cuak tak cuak dah la otak cam dah karat la kan dh bape bulan tinggal kan buku medik. oh no, i need to start open medical book n revise something. well, there were la program2 yg preparation sebelum masuk ho tu kan. tp tulah mahal sgt kot kebanyakan program yg dianjurkan tu. tp bagi aku ada la tanya2 doctor yg kat situ, worth it ke pergi program2 mcm  ni? most of them tak tahu pun wujud nya program medicorp apa sume tu. n katanya tak payah la pergi program mcm tu bukan membantu 100% pun haha daripada membazir duit, better revise sendiri n kukuhkan your basic ilmu if medicine. sbb nya most of ho yg dah kene panggil tu, katanya skill we can develop later, tp basic ilmu tu nak tak nak kau kene hafal jugak kene tahu jugak.

tengok sebatch yg dah dapat panggilan, i mean selain dari egypt lah. sgt lah vary from hospital to another hospital. yg meroyan dalam fb, yg marah2 senior dalam ig story. i truly understand that you are under stress condition n nak luahkan benda tu kan. n i dont think social media is a good place to tell everbody about whats goin on. haha aku cakap org nnt aku yg buat.

masa mula2 kerja pun mestilah ada yg tak puas hati itu ini kan dah kau baru nak develop relation dengan kerja n cope dgn persekitaran kerja of course la kau akan stress sikit. tp tulah setiap org tu berbeza2 cara adaptation dia kan. tak kan nak sama kan dgn semua org?

well, list hosp yg aku cam nak pilih is.. hospt serdang, hospt kajang, n hosp putrajaya. ataupun seremban pun bole la. tak jauh sgt pun dengan rumah, kalau jauh pun boleh je duduk asrama. dah 6 tahun lebih duduk berjauhan dgn family tak kan duduk asrama kt malaysia tak leh? yelah belum kawen lagi kene duduk ngn family dulu nnt dah kawen kene ikut suami pulak kan. eh tak la suami aku yg kene ikut aku pergi kat mana aku dapat posting nnt hahhaha itu lah sapa suruh setuju kawen dgn doctor hehe

sky clinic aesthethic centre

assalamualaikum

yesterday i went to sky cyber clinic. hehe quiet jauh plus susah ya amat nak cari parking. naseb baik driver cekap boleh cari parking dgn jayanya.

it is located at i-tech tower at shadbury kalau tak silap sebelah mcmc. i've known sky clinic from instagram which is told by my sister. she said that a lot of her friend going to sky clinic buat treatment muka.

haha actually my skin was not that bad, i just recover from break out from using local product name Ameyra beauty. haha takda maknanya nak sorok2.. n then the doctor start to take history from me. apa product yg i pakai sekarang, consume apa2 tak. umur berapa n so on lah. my mom yg nak hantar i pergi aesthethic centre actually. dengan alasan nak jadi doctor muka kene jaga haha untung lah muka yg licin tak payah keluar duit beribu riban nak baiki muka tu. so penjagaan muka sangat penting sekarang ni.

he introduced me a PRP treatment which is using our own blood n take from it serum n make a micro needle lepastu letak kat muka. rawatan ni sangat efficient to make recover healing of our skin especially for those yg ada scar from acne apa semua. i cant wait to try after back from egypt. hehe

so rawatan ni katanya tak yah banyak2 kali pun takpe. just kalau kita dah satisfied dgn kulit kita so dah boleh stop dah. n then katanya moisturiser is really important lah kan kalau nak jaga muka ni. n also sunblock hehe kalau takda dua ni, kesan jangka panjang akan nampak waktu dah tua nnt i mean 40 an la.

the price quiet high but this clinic offer a price which include other treatment also as face shape lift, multivitamin n facial muka. so i grab it while ada promo, takot dah takda promo nnt naik harga. hehe i plan to work after my convo day n nak banyak sikit2 lah utk penjagaan muka ni. hehe

at least we use our own money for our health kan.

jayyid jiddan ( very good )

alhamdulillah its been a long time actually since i arrived at Malaysia. a lot of things need to be done. including a lot of food need to be try and eat hahaha

okay last sunday, our whole class had been noticed result for 6th year final exam. well azhar was the last and siput utk keluar result which its takes for about 1 month and half. other university just takes about 2 weeks n then result keluar n then terus convo n tunggu for HO panggilan. well kitorang bole rileks2 dulu sambil cuak tunggu result and boleh spend time dgn family and eat a lot of food! yess

soooo result pun keluar lah haritu. which of which i dah tahu dah yg i ni lulus tahun 6, cuma tak tahu full marks utk keseluruhan dari tahun 1 sampai lah tahun 6. debar jugak lah bila bukak dropbox yg di share oleh ketua kelas kami iaitu aliah razaki waktu tu. waktu maghrib la kot nk ke isyak. k takpe la solat la dulu. lagipun baru je lepas berbuka puasa ganti. huhu

n then i try to search la my name. of course i will search other name first n then i will search a name before me which is shafiqah n a name after me which is kak aimi. tapi aku tak jumpa nama aku. aku dh start cuak sbb dia ikot ranking markah actually. so i start to went down to the bottom of the list. sadly i couldnt found my name. dh start cuak lagi.

k lah i start from above n then i know 1st one on ranking was my ketua kelas la of course. mana mungkin dia tak dapat topp 3 kan. n then i went down, n then i start to found my nama. which i rasa tak layak langsung la nak berada dalam top 10 punya list. oh rupanya dia dah sum up kan markah kita start from tahun 4 5 6. n markah start form year 1. i hardly believe of that. which my friends was lagi pandai la so on kan.

so i've been no 9 out of 59 person in my class. masa tu tengok atas katil so terus lah sujud syukur time tu jugak. depan adik aku yg ckp kau dah kenapa sujud atas ni. n then i told my mum n dad which masa tu at JB to look after my grand dad. of course la no respond yg serta merta. ucap thanks atas doa apa semua. the day after barulah perasan yg my dad reply my text. hehe alhamdulillah tanpa doa kalian tak kan ku berjaya harungi dunia medik di Kaherah.

n then i told my half friend which i've been known him since tingkatan 5 lagi. he help me a lot with my study, told me ayat yg selalu dia sebut ' ibu abah hantar jauh2 utk belajar,buat dorang happy bangga dengan awak, i know u can do this. u dah harungi 5 tahun sikit je lagi utk habis.,' ayat selalu nak sedap hati pulak ' nanti awak balik kita makan sedap2..' haha okay lahhh i really love food, i can eat a lot like really a lot. uhu i had a big tummy. thanks awak.

now i am heading to Cairo back for my convo day on 18/3 ni. pray for my safe journey to Cairo n having fun there too. told you my last convo day was on my tadika masa 6 tahun haha. that was my last time. i never been convo on my standard 6, no convo on tingkatan 5 neither. haha noob kan.

now, start a new life and chapter in my life. dah 25 tahun. a lot of thing changes all around me. family, friends yg dah beranak yg dah kawen. 6 years n half is a long duration. we bz growing up untill we forget that our parents are getting older. huhu

ibu, abah, n other family members, n my other half, this is for you. hope this kejayaan make you all glad and happy. nothing i can do except study hard n be a good doctor that treat patient.. from now on, just be ready for what its take dulu. n enjoy the moment while its last.

salam.