welcome to egypt.

assalamualaikum

huh.. its about 10 days since i was in egypt. quite good now. the situation was very differ from what a heard in malaysia. yeah ada je tembak2 tu tapi dat place was far from my place. actually not really *sigh

yesterday result form kpt dah keluar. n mmg a lot of my fren got their place to study medic. ada yg kt india, swasta n ada yg dpt ipta. oh my. aku rasa mcm MENYESAL gila x isi borang kpt tu. its bcoz of my spm was not really good. hhmm

okay tomorrow clas will be start. did i prepare enough? rasa mcm kuat main kuat makan kuat gelak. please wake up qila, 3rd year is not easy, it is dificult. well u study medic the more u study the more dificult it is. ya allah

n my batch half already left. mmg rmai amik keputusan x nak sambung egypt. tapi aku yakin allah dah joodhkan aku dgn negara kinanah ni, mst allah nak suruh aku cari apa yg aku belum dpt dari negara ni. negara para nabi.

aku bukan je nak jadi a doctor. but i want to be ustazah also. aku nak jadi doctor yg bukan semua org bole jadi. iaitu merawat jasmani n rohani seseorang tu. benda tu hanya ada kt mesir yg bole aku gali, kalau aku sambung selain mesir, aku x kan berkesempatan untuk menghafal al quran n belajar ilmu agama allah yg lain kn?

cuti 4 bulan dah cukup mengajar aku, cuti yg panjang banyak benda lagha aku buat. yess manusia mmg x terlepas dari buat kesilapan. termasok lah aku.

kalau nak ikutkan aku lagi dekat ngn allah, tp adakah allah dah pandang aku? aku patut jadi pendakwah kepada mak apak aku adik beradik n kawan2 aku. malah generasi aku yg akan datang nnt.

please wake up from any dream aqilah. i know i can do it better. jangan set dalam minda yg 3rd year ni susah. try to think out of the box. that allah create your brain very special. keajaiban allah. otak manusia.

kalau org lain bole. why not i? rite. i just need to focus. jangan buang masa. jaga hubungan dengan manusia n allah. insyaAllah.

ramai org cakap yg doctor keluaran mesir ni x bagus, haprak kelas ke3 la. tapi takpe aku yakin rezeki sume di tangan Allah. aku bukan setakat nak cari ilmu duniawi tapi aku jugak nak kaut ilmu akhirat. biarlah ianya bergerak seiring. bukan semua doctor keluaran mesir ni x bagus. biarlah aku x dipandang tinggi oleh manusia asalkan aku dipandang tinggi oleh Allah. buat apa aku disanjung oleh manusia sedangkan aku dipandang hina oleh Allah. walhal allah yg cipta aku bukan nya manusia.

ya rabb ampunilah aku.

meet him, awww

assalamualaikum

its thursday. yesterday punya story.

abah suddenly wanna go work early today. aku pon kelam kabut siap ala kadar jela simple. hii
then at 9 am im arrive at bandar tasek selatan. fuhh mmg takda org. i mean there a little people there. terus shoot ke terminal dia tu selesa siket. then beli coklat n air duduk situ. aumm sejuk gila. huu

call him. 'baru bangun rupanya, lupa la tu?' huu
takpe its okay. lagipun he always waited for me before. tunggu sejam sengah pe salahnya kan. weng3

dah nak smpai aku pegi toilet sbb dah sejuk gila so kene jalan2 siket kasi warm. then meeted him up. ya allah like usual so handsome my boy. 'saya lapar sangat' jom makan. ohh x sempat nak breakfast terus makan at kenny rogers :)
alhamdulillah.

then igt nak pegi jalan tar beli tudung tapi mcm penuh je n sesak nnt. so we decided to go to times square. favourite place. yeah.
by erl we went to kl central then monorel to times square.

finally this time aku sempat lalu tangga yg ada piano tu. yep a brilliant ideas to make people use stairs rather than escalator or lift.

beli tudung. thanks for the treats. then makan nasi air kelapa. he always said that 'awk hati2 kat sana..' hhmm ya allah layu. i promise dat i will always take care of myself ok :)

then went to FOS teman beli seluar jeans. nak blanja lg? hee its okay awk. duit guna untuk beli keperluan bukan kehendak :) saya ni jangan dipelawa nnt kang hilang kawalan.

its not saya x nak awk belikan dress tu. just saya nak balek mesir dah takut x pakai pulak dress tu. huu im sorry next time kita balek beli lagi ye.

sampai lah masa untuk pulang. wosh monorel ramai gilak orang. oh mai. he was so caring. fuhh mmg ramai org then tolak2 sume. bahaya naseb baik ada polis bantuan jaga. well ingat pegi hari biasa x ramai mcm ni. skali ya allah ramai gila kot. fuh
thanks awk. kita selamat kan kan. hehe

igt nak cari bantal untuk travel tu. tapi x jmpe. huhu never mind lah hehe
at kl central. i started to say gud bye to him. waa this is not the last time we meet i promise you. next time saya balek we meet up again na?

then he started kuarkan spek hitam dia. try to hide it from me huh? dah bertakung dah tu. saya perasan. please be strong ye.
savely arrive home. alhamdulillah

awk,
memang i need to go there. there is my future there. i need to end up my bachelor to be a muslimah doctor. its doesnt matter kat mana pon kita berada. jodoh tu Allah yg tentukan. just doa supaya Allah kekalkan jodoh kita aminn.

n the most important thing is please take care of urself orait. solat makan tidur rest must be equal :)
xmo sedih2.
im almost 2 years n more there. so mcm da pro la ni? hehe insyaAllah. ada rezeki sy bwk awk ke tmpat saya belajar okeh? heee

less than a month

assalamualaikum

wow its already the time. the time already coming. yeah truly its very hard for me to cope with all of this. sometime i feel that i dont wanna go there sometime i feel than i wanna go there. oh Allah please help me :(

oh yer next wednesday is the day. i know i must be strong. yeah i know. i can survive with all of this. yela dah 2 tahun aku kat sana. insyaallah everything will be okay.

n now i would like to prepare.it 3rd year already. bermula lah tahun yg susah untuk score. waaa stress is around the corner. weee

welcome home stress, goodbye relaxing.

CAUSE IM AMAZING JUST THE WAY I AM. hahahah perasan jap sbb tgh layan lagu nih. wehaaa :p

jerawat bertingkek tingkek

assalamualaikum

its so hot day today. the sun shine so bright. huu

n my headache x baik2 since kene fikir2 perkara yg so besar ya allah.

i know dat sume kwn aku tgh mengalami benda yg sama skg ni. nak x nak kene fikir sndiri jugak.

things get worse now. if yesterday i can calmly thinks any prob that i face. nowdays its become really hard. i dunno why. mayb the condition is different. i knew it.

its time for me to think by myself without taking others opinion. dulu i used to be like dat. whenever i got any prob i wil try to ask people opinion. haiya to become a doctor, i must think by myself. make my own decision. its hard. really hard. maybe i need to learn it by now.

sometimes two is better than one. sobs

tadi baru perasan yg taklimat jpa tu hari jumaat ni which is lusa! oh my allah. mati2 aku ingat hari sabtu!
dah rancang baik punya ibu abah bole ikut. tp dia buat hari jumaat. dah la org solat jumaat hari tu. aduh what a good planner!

i need a friend which i can talk to her everything i want. i need a shoulder which i can landing on her anytime i want. i need a person which i can luah segala benda i want. but they all got their own work. study.

maybe i take a long rest. as a medic student, dah biasa jadi bz kat sana. so bila ada masa luang yg terlampau mcm ni, mcm x tahu nak buat apa. sume dah buat.

respect with housewife which work all the day at home. tak bosan ke? haha
housewife ada baby bole la main ngn baby kan. wewee

mesir or malaysia?

assalamualaikum..

based on the tittle..its my decision to decide where i want to continue my study.. its malaysia or mesir.. ya allah give me way give me the right path dats best for me..
apa yg terbaik tunjuk kan aku ya allah.

kalau nk study mesir mmg atas risiko sndiri. sbb all we know mesir tgh bergolak sekarang ni..hhm if i want to go study malaysia.. its really need a cost. insyaAllah JPA help me a lot.

kolej insaniah is an islamic university for medic. fees around 250k for 5 years. my friends sorg ada kt situ dah tahun 2. act kolej ni baru je bertapak kt kedah. so 1st batch pon baru je 23 org. dengar nye akan bertambah oleh budak2 mesir. plus sistem pembelajaran nak sama ngn egypt which are they had hafazan tajwid n so on.

we are too many. yes we are. but i dunno lah. seems to be mcm perlambakan budak medic pon ada. malaysia is really tough to survive.i know it already. before i take medic ada jugak lah fikir pasal ni. tp why not we try. bcoz otak manusia ni adalah the best creation of Allah. act kita just guna brapa precent je dari otak kita.kalau guna sume? tu yg jadi pandai gila tu. tp things got their own limitation. x mungkin Allah nk kasi sume pandai kan. Allah tu maha tahu.

CUCMS. located at cyberjaya. which my old school haha. n tmpat jumpe adib. eheh
yg ni mmg mahal. fascilities mmg tiptop. but all u need just money. then u can proceed.
tasnim my friend was one of them. baru je masok from Alevel. at 1st place she decided to go to egypt. dengar khabar egypt pon tah ke mana. terus apply CUCMS.
mmg tough sbb kne fight againts budak cina india sume. fulamak oi.

pakcik azali recommend study medic to other country such as india bangladesh indo russia n other. ni pon satu. dimana ada duit di situ ada jalan.. see the important of money. kalau ada duit tp xde sijil lulus pon x jadi jugak. so u need both money n ur brain. then u can proceed. my though is.. i used to be in egypt.i need time to comfort myself to certain country n their environment. its not easy. yes really not easy.

truely i said dat taking medicine course in egypt really in comfort zone. sangat rileks. i mean mmg senang la kalau nak score medic kt sini. xde pon org yg gila sbb study medic kt egypt ni.

tp we are too many. n we in a big number. 7k people study in egypt. mana nak campak? kalau la malaysia ni besar dia da bole tampung all malaysian people study here. but we are small country. n malaysia cant afford to tampung student form egypt yg tgh bergolak tu.

ibu abah said. i can go to mesir. i can study further there. bcoz they got their own trust yg i can do it at egypt. if i really cannot go study there how come can i got a good result. bukan lah nk berlagak. act yep. aku selesa kat sana cara blaja cara cakap. really tak memaksa aku. bagi aku medik ni x susah. its just need your concentretion n minat. dats the important thing. n paling penting kene la rajin. buat apa2 kerja pon mst kene rajin. kalau malas silalah tanam anggur kat rumah.

okay dah panjang n dah pening dah. wallahualam.

hard to think

assalamualaikum.

sometimes i wonder why Allah send me to egypt.
sometime i just wanna go back to egypt.

ya allah aku tahu ini sume ketentuan dariMu. ya allah, tunjukkan aku jalan yg terbaik untuk aku. aminn.

taklimat kpt putrajaya

assalamualaikum

last thurs i went to one taklimat at kpt putrajaya. well there are so many people.. waa ramai gila x tipoooo..
yelah satu mesir kot datang situ. with parents lagi. x kan la dorg x fikir langsung en.

ohh ye.. mmg tak jaga ikhtilat dah time tu. laki perempuan mmg bercampur. haha lupa this is malaysia lah! bukan egypt. hehe

jumpe ramai gila org okayyy. serius.. tak sangka pon ada jugak. sbb tak semua org alim. well mesir is not really an islamic country.

dah mcm reunion pon ada jugak. yela jumpe ramai kwn dari sume university. tu pon ada yg jumpe tp buat taktaw. sbb dah penat nk jmpe kwn. haha bole eh cmtu?

alhamdulillah la dpt sedikit info pasal nk sambung belajar mesir or just cont here.
ya allah i need to istikharah seriusly.
here are some of the info that we got.

Malaysian Medical Council (MMC):

• 1. MMC menggalakkan pelajar tahun klinikal untuk meneruskan pengajian di Mesir .
• 2. Membincangkan tentang pengajian di Mesir  yang mana kurikulumnya bersifat konvensional, manakala sistem di Malaysia pula sentiasa diperbaharui dan bersifat kontemporari.
• 3. Sepatutnya, tiada pemindahan kredit bagi tahun klinikal kepada tahun klinikal. Namun bagi pelajar Mesir, pemindahan kredit bagi tahun klinikal adalah dibenarkan untuk TAHUN INI SAHAJA.
• 4. Tidak semua kolej/ universiti di Malaysia menerima pemindahan kredit ini. Jadi, PENTING untuk memastikan bahawa kolej/ universiti yang pelajar mohon menerima pemindahan kredit tersebut.
• 5. Prosedur untuk menyambung di Malaysia:
  • I. Pelajar boleh mohon terus ke kolej/universiti yang pelajar inginkan dengan menghantar keputusan SPM/ STPM/ matrikulasi.
  • II. Universiti akan menghantar surat kepada pelajar sebagai tanda menerima permohonan tersebut.
  • III. Pihak kolej/ universiti akan serahkan permohonan tersebut kepada MMC untuk menyeratakan (mapping) bagi menentukan tahun pengajian di kolej/ universiti di Malaysia dan salinan permohonan tersebut akan diberikan kepada pelajar.

meet up again.

assalamualaikum

again wait for about how many hours? sobs im so sorry. always like this kan.
dah sampai call x dpt. rupanya dah ke sana. dah cross dalam toilet da pon. haha n i was what? pegi dulu. haha kuang asam.

then meet up. ya allah kenapa kau hensom sgt? dgn spek mata. spek mata mcm lagi cantik dari aku je. foine. haha

terus ke food court. 'saya lapar la x sarapan lagi..'aloh3 lapar rupanya.. jom kita makan. he ate nasi with all the lauk. nak ikan keli tp malangnya x dpt. huhu

im so happy berselera betol makan. huhu aku pulak baru makan laksa johor ibu msk. 2 pinggan pulak tu.. hehe

then tetiba igt nak tengok conjuring. nak tengok tp yelah skg ni tayangan dah mcm xde. tengok2 ada pulak. apa kata kita tengok conjuring.. heee jommmm. :)
best conjuring. act bukan seram sgt pon. dia effect sound je lebih. hihi

then tetiba plak aku rasa lapar gila. then he said jom kita makan. what? makan lagi? hehe i loike.. makan secret recepi. sedap gila kot!
masa makan he always said 'awk mmg kene balek mesir ke?' brapa kali tanya. ya allah i know dat u were so worry bout me.. but i promise u dat no matter what happen i wil always take care of myself. insyallah.

lepas tu pegi kedai jepun. sy mcm bawak budak umur 8 tahun. he was so eksaited. cari cabochoon. satu tempat tu pusing lastly found dat thing. hihi best gilaa.

its just.. yesterday its the happiest day with you. i guess so. sbb awk mcm makan terlebih gula. tu jadi hyper sikit tu. haha

n it always be memory for us. thanks for yesterday. im so happy. alhamdulillah
'jika benar cinta ini kerana allah biarlah ia mengikut aliran allah keran ia berhulu dari allah dan berhilir juga dari allah'
amin.

meet up us from smk bandar baru bangi

assalamualaikum

thursday we meet up. at alamanda putrajaya. wow its been a while since we didnt meet up. rindu oww.

lagipun kau dah nak balek upm kot. well sebelah rumah je an? haha
she pick me up. n send me home. well acah2 princess tak? heee

kitorang borak pasal memacam. walaupun date bedua. tp ya ampun byk gila cakap. hoho
dari skolah. tiap sorg kasitaw kat mana dorg skg. sbb aku kat sekolah tu just 3 month. tapi rapatnya ya allah hihi alhamdulillah.now everyone dah sambung study. jauh2 pulak tu nak jumpe pon susah dah. hehe

its just a great day! mekasehhh.

aku yang dulu bukanlah yg sekarang

Assalamualaikum

Mmg sibuk.

inform dulu baru buat plis..

assalamualaikum..

tadi dia call ckp tiket dh settle tukar ke 9 oct. Which is before is 20 sept. Sbb kelas pon start 19 oct an. Aku ada berbaki 10 hari sebelum start kelas. Sedih la lepas dh tahu pasal ni. Apesal cepat sgt. Ye aku faham kat sana ramai org. Tp apa salahnya kita bincang dulu. Tu hari jadi ibu kot. Hhm n hari rabu which is hari biasa..

apa daa.. malas nak ckp.. x taw nk ckp kt sapa. Sedih ni sedih. Masing2 bz dh sekarang. Sume dh nak masok belajar dah.
fine.

i just adore this!

Assalamualaikum.. x jawab dosaa hihi

Alamak ter screen shot pulak. Hihi

wat a tired day. Pening kemain lagi peh. Sekali hujan. Huhu alhamdulillah done transfer duit.

nahhh. Uhibbuka fillah.

her engagement

Assalamualaikum..

today was atiqah big day.. her engagement day.. alhamdulillah everything went well.. 31 ogos.. merdeka sekali.. mmg ramai book harini n it was so tired!!

Tetiba arini hujan.. yepp hujan rahmat.. alhamdulillah
shes so nervous katanyalah. Hii

tema kaler pink!! Uihihi

so i was decided to invited adib to my house. N he agreed with dat. N make it to come to my house. Its was rain.. heavy rain.. entah mmg plan salah kot.. tetiba nawal ask to wait for her as she also want to go to alamanda.. err mmg agak menyusahkan budak tu.. tetiba dpt call adib tgh loya nak muntah2.. mmg kesian sakit belakang sume.. nak nanges rasanya..
becoz i think its all becoz of me.. perot dh kembong.. x sempat nk mkn.. hhmm n i was too late to pick him..

bila smpai alamanda.. ya allah see you!! Basah lepas tu mmg x larat sgt.. kalau ikut kn sy nak papah awk.. tp nnt apa org kata   sy mcm hopeless x taw nk buat apa..

then beli air n gula2 skites sour to give him.. duduk dlm kereta.. muntah again.. dalam hati budak ni mmg dh tahap gaban sakit dia.. mula nk balek terus or balek rumah aku.. teringat nawal kata x kan nak balek dh smpai kot..

okay dia start rasa okay aku terus balek rumah.. dlm kete tengok keadaan dia ya allah tgh tido.. mmg letih sgt lemah pucat.. its my 1st time to see him like this.. mesti mak ayah x tahu dia mcm ni.  Aku rasa pening sikit dh ngadu kt ibu..

smpai rumah makan sikit n minum byk.. myb perot kosong n dahaga sgt.. sekali muntah again dlm rumah.. naseb depan toilet.. bole basuh.. kesian aku faham org muntah ni mmg x selesa langsung.. so i decided to give him ubat tahan muntah.. ajak g klinik x mo.. aishh kamu nih..

then lepak2 smpai la dba smpai.. jumpe ibu abah.. he start to feel well.. alhamdulillah

really aku risau gila tadi.. nak tunjuk over caring nnt malu kene nganjing ngn dorg plak.. nyampahh hahah

Alhamdulillah u made it. Dh jumpe ibu abah walaupon pahit tp at least dh jumpe kan.. alhamdulillah.. syukur sgt2 :) kejap pon jadi.. suka sgt.. huu thanks ye.